miércoles, 13 de marzo de 2013

My story



I did a little bit of meandering, wandering through the internal rainforest.

I grew stronger, I fed doubts, I searched
 desperately.

I knew all the answers. I knew they were buried within me.

What am I doing. 
What makes me happy? What drives me forward, how can I best serve the world?

I finally put my foot down. //I had tried to please others all my life, have a ‘tangible’ measurement of self-worth through their appreciative eyes. My daddy for once. My dad. Let him rule my perspective, such a grand man.

Finally, I saw my own worth, from my own eyes. What major discovery it has been (feels as though I always knew this - at least the child-version of myself always did); that when I stand my own ground, when I follow my bliss, everyone can feel the happiness it brings me.

So the path, the real journey begins. I am twenty years old.

Some discover their truth at 50, others at 80, others prefer the comfort of a safe life, others were born with such a strong predilection that they would not let anybody interfere; but that’s their story. And this is mine. 

miércoles, 30 de enero de 2013

Conversations with God (3)


When your choices conflict—when body, mind, and spirit are not acting as one—the process of creation works at all levels, producing mixed results. If, on the other hand, your being is in harmony, and your choices are unified, astonishing things can occur.

Your young people have a phrase—"having it all together"—which could be used to describe this unified state of being.

There are also levels within levels in your decision making. This is particularly true at the level of the mind.

Your mind can, and does, make decisions and choices from one of at least three interior levels: logic, intuition, emotion—and sometimes from all three— producing the potential for even more inner conflict.And within one of those levels—emotion— there are five more levels. These are the five natural emotions: grief, anger, envy, fear, and love.
And within these, also, there are two final levels: love and fear.

The five natural emotions include love and fear, yet love and fear are the basis of all emotions. The other three of the five natural emotions are outgrowths of these two.

Ultimately, all thoughts are sponsored by love or fear. This is the great polarity. This is the primal duality. Everything, ultimately, breaks down to one of these. All thoughts, ideas, concepts, understandings, decisions, choices, and actions are based in one of these:

And, in the end, there is really only one. 

Love.



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